Who am I, who should I be?
I asked of Nature.
But it kept moving—
wind through grass,
light shifting on stone, water
down the hill.
There is no lesson here,
it seemed to say.
Be yourself or not—
just let me be.
Arash Emamzadeh mixes up words in cauldrons to cook meaning/beauty. Since 2010.
Who am I, who should I be?
I asked of Nature.
But it kept moving—
wind through grass,
light shifting on stone, water
down the hill.
There is no lesson here,
it seemed to say.
Be yourself or not—
just let me be.
One night I slip and fall inside a dream:
Here people sigh, they groan, they shake the trees,
but branches never swing and nothing falls.
Until at last I hear a throbbing scream,
then stars begin to drop like fruits. The breeze
dissolves, the blood congeals, and roar the squalls.
And then I notice how the senseless lights
are rolling into seas, with grace and ease,
but stay afloat, illuming sleeping dolls
that dream this dream their lonely endless nights—
morn' calls!